I'm done

I am so done.
Done with trying.
Done with putting forth the effort of being a friend to someone so far away.
Done with trying to understand why you can't just pick up the phone or write a line or two.
Done with understanding why it is I think God is telling me one thing and you another.
Done with believing that something good comes out of everything.
Done with thinking that there is a "perfect" plan for everyone's life.
Done with thinking there is a "perfect person" for everyone's life.
Done with being positive all the time.
Done with pretending that I love it here.
Done with pretending that I have everything figured out.
Done with being so far away.
Done with people I love going away.
Done with sickness.
Done with heartache.
Done with anger.
Done with frustration.
I am just Done.