It has been such a long time since I have written anything in my blog. Sometimes I can't find the time to write and to think. It makes me a little sad, but I know that is a part of life sometimes. February is a tough month for me. One year ago, my life was falling apart. I lost a friendship that I thought would never end. My Grandpa died and really I was just at a low point. But then I also got a job offer to move to Thailand. Now, here I am in Thailand. I am living a life that people only dream about but there is something missing from my life. I still long for that friendship that sticks closer than a brother. The one that never ends, never fails. Why is it that the harder I try to just be okay without the more I want it.
Next week we go on a field trip. I am excited for a chance to see some of the things in this city that I have heard so much about. The more I experience though the sadder I get. Why is it that the truth can't just be accepted? Why is it that the harder I try to explain what I believe the more I doubt of the impact that it is making.
Maybe I will stop writing because I just feel that this is going to be one depressing blog....man!
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About Me
- Thai Adventurer
- My second year in Thailand...loving teaching Science, learning about the Lord and growing in His love daily. This blog is about that
1 comment:
I miss Grandma and Grandpa too, but they are in Heaven happier than ever...im glad you are back to posting. Love ya! Can't wait for our trip in June!
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