Life in the fast lane

As I sit here getting ready to type what should have been an update a few weeks ago, I just can't seem to wrap my mind over everything that has been going on here. Coming to Thailand was such a step but then it just was right....it just felt right. Tough but right. Then when I got here I was surrounded by people that I thought were very strong in the Lord and their faith. Not saying that they are not but I have come to realize in the past couple of days that things aren't always what you seem. I have also come to realize just how much we change when we meet "the one." Don't worry you didn't miss anything it is not me. However I have realized just how many relationships have been disrupted by this realization of the other person meeting "the one." Why does it always cause pain amongst friends. Maybe it is my problem, maybe I am the one that just can't handle it. But then I have to think that really it is not just me, right? I mean hiding relationships is not really the way they should start, right? I don't know but I just have to believe that the Lord is trying to teach me something in this. So I am going to keep searching and praying...meanwhile I wait!